what means the most to me

I struggle with this on a daily basis.

yesterday i laid down on the couch in the playroom more out of exhaustion & pregnant body ness....but soon i had hugh & tomi cuddled up to me and we read book after book together. haven't done that in a long time. it was so great. if only i would take time to stop cleaning up the mEssY playroom and just relax and enjoy these sweet little people more.